"Life- A Roller Coaster"

Those days when sun burned, I adored crimson red.
It reminded me of the time when heart was free and mind was no longer bounded
in the shackles of untold misery; Good night’s sleep, peaceful surroundings, and mother’s lap.
What else can toddler expect?

It was 2+2=4 (simple equation); Nobody demanded proof of existence.
Mind didn’t search for an alternative- It was good to cry out loud and bury the pain at once.
To fight over little things and feeling dejected when life threw back- It was an open live show.

Now, when the equation has turned complex,
heart is bound in the shackles of untold misery.
It’s been ages since I guffawed- Somewhere between keeping up with the world and making up for lost things, shit happened- Life.
It’s been ages since I cried out loud to express my feelings- Somewhere between burning on an edge to burning from inside, shit happened- Life.

I used to hate being a loner; I had friends to play with.
Now, loneliness is my only friend- Time burns and so does the goodness.
It’s been ages since someone asked about me- Somewhere between stepping stones and building bridges, shit happened- Life.
It’s been ages since I revealed my true emotions- Somewhere between learning life hacks to getting pragmatic, shit happened- Life.

I crave for the time when I was toddler,
it’s long gone yet the vague hope makes me smile.
Somewhere between spending money to earning money, I realised one thing- All that glitters is not gold.
And somewhere between being innocent to being mature, shit happened- Life.

"Lover's Letter"

It was a crimson morning- The look you gave when our eyes first met.
My pale cheeks turned red- The moment you came close and held my hand.
It was summer, yet it rained- The moment you whispered- I Love You in my ears.
Time burned and so does the sun but I was burning on the edge of something beautiful- Your love.

The sweet promises while watching an early sunrise- I will never let you go.
The tender pecks while walking on a beach- I will grow old with you.
The gentle kiss while dancing in the rain- Marry me!

It’s October (fall) yet my love is still growing strong.
Nights without you are meaningless- Shining dew drops are closer than bright sun.
Oh! My love, why can’t we float in the steamy froth together?
Let me taste the caffeine (kiss of your love) once again- I am addicted.

In the night under starry skies,
Let me hold u tight- I love you like there is no tomorrow.

"Breaking Dawn"

I am tired walking on countless rocks,
I slip and fall but there is no one to hold my hand,
I manage to surpass every hurdle, yet I fail every day.

My soul is now broken into bits and pieces; Waiting for a silver lining.
Life has lost its direction,
and I am all alone on the path of broken glasses.

No shoulder to cry on; no hand to wipe tears; no one to remove those broken bits of glasses.
There I stand still, my hands tied; I am hanged on a broken glass.
I bear; I tolerate; I smile, yet i fail every day.

I am tired, tired of walking on countless rocks,
I start as an audacious warrior but end up being a stupid mourner;
my days are all dark and grey.

When will my life face a breaking dawn?
If it does, then I would long Forever.

"Shades of Summer, Saga of Summertime Sadness"

My head is still spinning around. That night was so complete and impeccable. Ana, my roommate comes to my room with a morning tea and breakfast. “Kate Beckett is caught with flu”, she said. You had to probably go and meet Mr Grey for an interview. Holy Shit! Fetch me some clothes, Ana.

I am bad with directions. Where do i have to go?
Vancouver, said Ana. Holy Shit! I can’t do this. “You have no choice”, said Ana.

Journey to the end began. Sultry morning and Coldplay’s Scientist made me better. Map now shows 500m. Ah! There it is, Grey Enterprises.

Hello, Miss Beckett. This way please. I was surprized to see the décor. Grey had slightly different but an extraordinary taste, I whispered. My inner goddess was anxious to know more about Mr Grey.

The door opens and as i step in, I fell right on my belly. Damn! It hurts. “Miss Beckett, Are you fine?” said Mr Grey. Yes, I utter. He lends me his hand. I managed to stand and as soon as our eyes met, I realized that he is so hot.

For a moment, I became numb. “Holy cow! I want him now”, whispered my inner goddess. Keep calm! Steele. Please to meet you, Miss Beckett. I am Steele Taylor, Beckett is my neighbour. She is caught with flu. So, I am here to interview you.

Ten minutes, you have just ten minutes. “That is enough more me”, I said. I ferret around my interview questionnaires and adjusted my recorder. “Ready”, I said. “I had done this before. Tell me when you are done with your adjustments”, said Grey.

First question on the list is: You are a billionaire, whom do you give this credit to?
Grey: I give this credit to my hard work as it is the only ingredient to succeed in life.

Fair enough, next question on the list is: You have such a massive empire, why do you want to exercise control on everyone?
Grey: That is what I am. I feel that i can control anyone with anything and i have the right to do that.

That was quite intimidating, I said with a hesitant smile. Last question on the list is and as i glanced, I was speechless for a moment and then i managed to regain my confidence. Well, the next question is: Are you a gay?
Grey: No, he uttered with a smile on his face.

That was all in the list. Thank you for your time Mr Grey. Wait! Miss Taylor, I would like to know more about you. I was biting my lower lip; my inner goddess just went irresistible when Grey bend over. Stop biting that lip, Miss Taylor. It is distracting me.

I had no idea what it would be when i will meet Grey. There was something in him that made me felt so alive. He was tall, fair and handsome. His fragrance just turned me on every time when he would bend over but this time it was not just the touch but whole of Grey.

Holy Shit! My inner goddess wants him even more now. Miss Taylor, are you okay. Damn! It was not real. I felt hallucinated with Grey thoughts. Mr Grey, i think i may now take your leave. Steele Taylor, i can’t resist now. So, do i Grey. He turned my head and leaned over to kiss me. His gentle touch increased my desire even more. My heart was pounding and my breath increased. That was probably the Grey effect, I thought. Holy Shit! My inner goddess provokes me to spend a night with Grey. Damn! Shut up, I can’t. It’s too early. Go Steele, Grey is so yours. Shut up, Shut up.

Miss Steele, Miss Steele. Are you okay?

Damn! Not again.

Yes, Mr Grey. I wanted to say no but i controlled my desire.

Come, I will escort you till the main.

Lift comes, door opens. Grey is standing so close to me. Holy Shit! Grab him Steele, grab him from the collar. Shut up, i whispered.

Did you say something?
No, I said.

He grabbed me from my head and this time it was real. For a moment i thought it was a dream but when i felt Grey inside my mouth, i realized it’s on. I whirled his tongue inside my mouth. I could hear his groan. Ah! I loved it.

Door opened again. This time it was a departure. He hugged me tight. I stepped out facing him.

Steele Taylor!

Grey!

Doors closed. That was the first time i had a horny experience. Grey just drove me crazy.

It is summer time now. I haven’t heard of Grey since then.

Ana, my roommate interrupted me again. This time she was in with lunch.

Those were the shades of summer and Grey. Ah! How i miss those shades. 

Oh! Grey! will you ever be mine?