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Saturday 21 April 2012

Nature's Love




Nature is the best gift given to us by god,everything is gonna be destroyed but only one thing which will last forever is nature.The beauty of nature can be seen only by the nature lovers,some great poets like Robert Frost,John Keats,Lord Byron etc romanticized their love for nature beautifully in their magnificent poems.If these people can be the nature admirers then y can't we?
After Apple picking,a poem by Robert Frost is an ironic poem.
In the whole poem poet expresses his love for nature so well that the readers are forced to think and act wisely.
One line that is admired by the reader's is: "I woke up early morning and saw the dew drops in my
garden,i was having the glance at it and suddenly the drop fell on my hand
i was half asleep that time so i imagined myself holding the dew drop and glancing the whole world through it. Believe me that was the picturesque moment cuz realization dawned upon me
and i realized that world is looking so crystal clear,suddenly something fell down and the
dew drop i was holding vanished away and then when i looked at the world around i found it all corroded".
The main motive of including these lines here is to tel u that nature has lot
more to give u if u worth it truly,nature can be ur true lover if
u value it cuz the one thing that's evergreen is nothing but only the nature.

One rose gifted to u by ur loved one starts new relation.That's the magic of nature
The same rose is kept so preciously by the person,this is the love for nature.
Y do lovers gift a rose? cuz its aroma enlightens the soul of two lovers
and fuse their heart together into one. The whole landscape around
rejoices with them and that's the time when first rain of love falls from heaven
Call this a nature's magic or monsoon but it is the best thing that happens to lovers.

Some love beach walk,underwater diving,boat rafting,swimming etc.
well have u ever thought wot is the main reason of choosing such sports?
the reason for this is: The way u can connect with nature so well,u can't
get connected in the similar way to any other thing in the world.
Sitting under the tree and glancing the sunset, dancing in the rain,counting the rainbows,
collecting the sea shells etc are some of the wonderful moments that make u nostalgic.

When the waves hit the shore and when the water touches ur feet it feels as i someone is in love with u. ah! wot a feeling it is!!
to be alone on sea-shore, sittting there and listening to the buzzing sound of the waves
are the moments worth rememorable and cherishable.
U forget all sorrows of ur life when u take a nap under tree
u start loving someone when u enjoy the rain: the best part being
when the drops are falling on ur face,ur eyes are closed and u r thinking about the person u love
that makes u romantic and people say love is in the air..

Walking hand in hand with ur loved ones on beach is the dream of all lover's
cuz nature is the lord of all lovers. U learn to love from nature.
these are some moments which we crave for throughout our lifetime,
the moments which nature gives us.
and still people destroy nature. I don't know y man has pride?
when god has given us the beauty then y can't we admire it?
y do people believe in destruction rather than construction?
y is nature fled to man's mercy?
these are some questions which are need to be answered.
in the end i would like to say that plz stop destroying nature, i am nature lover
and i can't tolerate all this..
Stop all such practices!!
 start embrassing nature and nature will embrace u!!













Wednesday 18 April 2012

" The Last Supper "

My grandma was an old aged woman but stil she looked so young and pretty, at the age of ninety she stil managed to do household work.. Though she was paralysis patient but stil she was the only active lady in our family..
Her chrismatic personality was adored not only by the family members but also by the outsiders.She was someone who could bring happiness on ur face even when things ought to be against u.. To me she was more than my own mother,i had an amazing bonding with her. When mom use to scold me it was grandma who use to be on my side and scold mom for scolding me. She was the only person who was close to my heart,i shared each and everything with her rather than sharing it with mom.

I enjoyed her company alot and thats the reason whenever dad made a trip to mom's hometown i felt dejected,
heavy tears roled down from my eyes thinking that mom dad would postpone the trip seeing my tears but nothing could ever melt their heart .. i use to feel as if my life is going away from me. never would i use to bear that separation. Grandma also used to feel insecure but she also used to be helpless,so in order to solve the problem i use to carry her photograph along with me so that i can feel that she is with me and not away from me.

Since i was the first born in my family so i had always been very close to everyone especialy to grandma over which my sister always enveyed me.. Grandma was different from others in the sense that she was soft hearted,polite and curteous. she believed there is more greatness in giving. She was lady with sweet voice and that was the reason y everyone loved her. She could hear anything against her with smile on her face as a result of which people themselves use to feel guilty .. She knew how to win other's heart. She was loved by one and ol in family.. Mom and dad too had high regards and respect for her.

When i was a kid she use to hold me everytime in her lap, instead of sleeping with mom i used to sleep with her and when mom use to beat me she would take me in her room and would hug me and make me sleep. She was the best grandma. She had magic in her hands. She was best known for her cooking skills and i was the fan of her cooking, she used to make different dishes for me and i enjoyed eating them.Everything use to be just so perfect, even mom use to admire her cooking. Grandma used to treat mom as her own daughter and thats the reason mom use to tel her " ma, aapne mujhe bigaad diya h.apke bina hm kaise jee payenge" and to that grandma use to smile and say "kbhi kbhi bigadna b acha hota h".

She use to wake up early morning so probably she would finish every household work and by the time mom used to wake up she would prepare the breakfast for mom.. She never use to woke mom,instead she always use to tel her that til  the time i am alive u wont do even a single work.To that mom would hug her tight and say :" u r the best mother in law". Mom had high respect for grandma.

I stil remember i was in 3rd when grandma got second paralysis attack and she lost her speech,inspite of consistent efforts by us to provide her with the best. Time took a turn and all our efforts failed and then we realised that she had lost her speech forever.. It was more than a cyclone for us.. To me it came like a tornado which took away from me my everything.. Hopes were stil alived but injuries were such that there was nothing to heal them up.In a moment i felt i lost my world... That was not enough, one year later grandpa expired and that was the big loss to family.. grandma was completely broken from inside, she has many more to share but she lost that one thing which silently hurt her alot, at this point of time she felt its better to die than to live.. I realy felt pity on her.. throughout her life she was the master of her own will but something else was predestined for her.. At this point of time i felt what wrong she did in her past that god rewarded her with such ailment..

Her condition worsen day by day, she use to explain everything with gestures. Though we understood but sometimes it was difficult even for us to make out wot did she want to say.. That was the worse moment for al of us cuz tears use to start roling down from our eyes to see that after trying to explain us wotever she wanted to say, silence drove her to some other world and then she used to sit just num and helpless.. I could read from her eyes how much pain she was going through but hats off to her that even in that condition she would just use to put a broad smile on her face.. Her condition was that she had lost her power of speech, her right side paralysed completely and she lost the ability to walk.. even then she was not dependent on anyone.. She use to try her best in every possible way to walk on her own and eat on her own.. and she succeded in that. she began to eat with her left hand and walk slowly on her own taking the support of wheel chair..

Seeing her in such situation i always use to cry in front of her but she use to wipe of my tears and looking above she would point her finger but noone of us could understand that gesture of hers...
3 years later she got another paralytic attack and this time more dangerous one, she got her waist fractured due to the attach.. now that was the real heavy blow for ol of us... Dad tried his best to get her admitted in a one hospital and he succeded also in that... But time took a turn, rather than showing improvement her condition worsened badly... Finaly a day came when she got discharged, we came back home... and had a long chat with grandma, everyone sat around her and made the efforts to bring a smile on her face... we had our supper together and finaly then she went off to sleep... We thought everything is fine but who knew that was her last supper with us....

Early morning i went in grandma's room just to saw her sleep but as i walked in i felt the silence... Mom dad and everyone was already sitting there with tears in their eyes... i got the hint that something terrible had happened but i didn't want to face it... my fear turned into reality when i found that my grandma was no more   with us.. she had gone forever leaving us all behind... for me it was a biggest shock, my life,my love,my bonding,my joy,my smile everything went away with her...  i was just speechless, i cried alot even whole day whole night but no effect .. the memories spent with her made me cried even more.. that day i understood her gesture : she meant to say  " one day i will be watching u from above"
 alas! my world came to an end with her death... that night was the night of her "Last Supper" with us
her death shook me completely and broke me from within... even til now her memories are lived in my  heart but til now tears roll down from my eyes when i talk about her...
  my heart knows how i wrote this... but then my love for her will never die.. love u grandma !!!

Monday 16 April 2012

Luncheon

That day blossomed up as the signs of first heavy monsoon along with devastating thunderstorm was witnessed,
the environment became so calm and landscape was just eye catchy..
i woke up and found myself lost in something,i was humming romantic melodies which i never did before.
something caught me up and i was not able to figure it out, i was not the person i use to before
there was tremendous change and by the time i could just sit down and think over it, i realised the reason of my blush was the luncheon.
yes the luncheon which i had on that day with someone close to me.
sitting there admist the corner and talking to each other was the best thing i loved..
it was quite romantic to cuddle each other. there was no one to catch our attention.. silent atmosphere drove me more closer to someone..
it was perhaps the best luncheon i had. the memories were cherishable and worth remembering..